Childhood abuse is known to have a negative influence on human develop
ment. This study expected to find a spiritual attitude of acceptance,
as measured by the Ego Grasping Orientation scale, would help mitigate
effects of childhood abuse in the realm of spiritual development. Spi
ritual Experience Index (SEI) scores for 350 religious women were trea
ted as a measure of spiritual maturity. Contrary to expectation, howev
er, the sexually and the physically abused groups with a more acceptin
g attitude scored lower on the SEI than the abused with a more control
ling attitude and the nonabused. Implications for spiritual developmen
t and well-being are discussed.