Nursing students have revealed that one of the most anxiety-producing
aspects of their clinical experience is the initial clinical experienc
e. In order to help students through their initial clinical experience
, faculty must first understand more fully the meaning of this experie
nce for nursing students. A phenomenological study was conducted to ex
plore the lived experience of nursing students' first clinical experie
nce. Eighteen undergraduate nursing students described in writing an e
xperience they had during their first day of clinical. Data were analy
zed using Colaizzi's phenomenological method. Six theme clusters emerg
ed: pervading anxiety, feeling abandoned, encountering reality shock,
envisioning self as incompetent, doubting choices, and uplifting conse
quences. Implications for nurse educators are addressed.