This study was designed to investigate suicidal ideation and attempts,
thoughts about living and dying, and the maintenance, diminution and
loss of hope in a sample of long-term AIDS survivors. The study sample
consisted of 53 gay men enrolled as clients at Gay Mens Health Crisis
in New York City who had had an AIDS-defining opportunistic infection
at least 3 years prior to study entry. Despite the experience of prot
racted biological stress associated with life-threatening illness and
the psychological stress of living with AIDS, we found low rates of cu
rrent syndromal mood disorders (6%) or psychiatric distress. While tho
ughts about death and wishes to die were reported by a significant por
tion of men, they were context-specific, occurring almost exclusively
during serious illness, often accompanied by severe pain or at times o
f bereavement. Only two men had made a suicide attempt after being dia
gnosed with AIDS and both had a history of prior (pre-AIDS) suicide at
tempts. While anger was a prominent affect, hopelessness was not. Over
all, we found a high level of positive psychological health independen
t of HIV illness stage or degree of illness-induced physical limitatio
n.