Depersonalization after brain damage is still only rarely reported and poor
ly understood. We describe three patients between the ages of 21 and 25 who
experienced depersonalization and derealization for periods of 6 weeks to
4 months, two after traumatic brain injury,the third after surgical and rad
iation treatment of a pineocytoma. Each one believed to be living in a nigh
tmare and thought about committing suicide in order to wake up. One patient
developed symptoms as described in Cotard delusion. Aspects of neuroanatom
y, psychodynamics, and anthropology are discussed with reference to the lit
erature. Frontal and temporal lesions seem only to play a facilitating role
but not to be a necessary condition. There is evidence for additional infl
uence of psychological and premorbid personality factors. Summarizing the c
urrent state of information we consider depersonalization with the experien
ce of being in a dream or being dead as a heuristic reaction to brain damag
e. Similar models have already been discussed in neuropsychological disorde
rs as for instance reduplicative paramnesias, neglect, and anosognosia.