Close relationships between researchers and participants engaged in a femin
ist participatory action research project have brought joy and insight, but
also challenges. Through the project we collaborate to enhance participant
s' careers and, among some, develop feminist consciousness. Ln this paper w
e discuss methodological and ethical issues that derive from the closeness
of the relationships between many of the participants and ourselves. We exp
lore our subjectivities, the issues associated with interpreting participan
ts' stories, actions and conversations, the risk of perpetuating uncritical
assimilation or colonisation for Maori participants, and the challenge of
matching practice with ideals of emancipation for all women. (C) 2000 Elsev
ier Science Ltd. All rights reserved.