The aim of this study was to elucidate the experiences of the women with se
vere, recurrent attacks of porphyria and how they coped with them successfu
lly. A total of five women were interviewed and were encouraged to describe
their experiences. Thematic content analysis was used to interpret the sig
nificance of their narratives. The result demonstrated that the women's exp
erience was of living in deepest darkness with inexpressible pain, both phy
sical and mental. Coming into contact with health care had its good and bad
points. It was often difficult to cope with life during severe periods of
the disease. The process of maturation towards a more positive existence se
emed to follow a pattern of accepting the disease, continuing the fight unt
il it was finally possible to discover a pattern and meaning in life that s
uited the individual concerned.