In the context of Fordham's model of the deintegrating-reintegrating s
elf, the paper discusses the total quality of the baby's earliest dein
tegrations and the nature of what Fordham terms the self object. This
is illustrated by a brief baby observation. The paper shows how residu
es of the self object permeated a rule-making defensive structure in a
14-year-old girl and how the therapy provided an opportunity for elem
ents that had been locked, as potentials, in a <<bump car>> self objec
t, to unfold and develop. These elements included getting in touch wit
h an infant, vulnerable part of her personality and modifying a habitu
al defence which was to take refuge in projective identification with
an aggressive, omnipotent phantasied brother. Another important elemen
t unfolded through the separation of herself from the idealised, prece
pt-daughter in her mother's mind, so that an archetypal absoluteness a
rising from the self object became modified in the therapeutic relatio
nship.