This descriptive exploratory study examines the behavioral and affecti
ve reactions of clients to the suicide of their psychotherapist 1 year
after the event, including remembered responses upon first hearing of
the suicide. Initial grief reactions of participants were found to be
similar to other suicide survivors with strong attachments to the dec
eased, including depression, numbness, anger, hopelessness, and panic.
One year after the event, several participants continued to discuss t
he event with friends, had persistent feelings of depression and aband
onment, and continued to deny the death as a suicide. A reluctance to
reenter therapy was also reported. Almost all participants stated that
suicide was an acceptable solution to some problems. These results su
ggest the potential existence of pathological grief for many participa
nts in this study. Implications for the mental health community and in
tervention services for patient survivors are discussed.