While recent autobiographical accounts of women psychotherapists with depre
ssive illnesses have provided vivid and compelling portraits of therapists'
experiences in therapy (e.g., Jamison, 1995; Manning, 1995), further resea
rch is needed to clarify the impact that depression and its treatment have
upon both collegial relationships and clinical practice. A subset of the me
mbership of the Association for Women in Psychology (AWP) was surveyed conc
erning therapists' experiences with depression and its treatment. Of 220 re
spondents, 76% reported some form of depressive illness. Eighty-five percen
t of respondents indicated that they participated in personal therapy. When
evaluating their clinical work, respondents reported both positive and neg
ative consequences resulting from their depression. While some respondents
noted improvement in collegial relationships, many felt judged and avoided.